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Sunday, October 17, 2004

Pauline msg me yesterday and say that the love story mentioned in 12th September is ehh...upsetting. About the a stupid gal fall in love with a stupid boy. Is it really sad?

Writing this story, i want to laugh at it becoz it is such a stupid story. The gal deserved it. The boy better watch out, coz heaven is watching your every move and they will treat you "fairly". I rather laugh it off and treat it as a joke than pity on it, it will do myself a dis-service for the latter. I believed that this kind of story happens to normal life everyday, almost to everybody yet realistic, not life and death for love . Only the fools rush in for their own self-created noun called "love" , they are so willing to blind themselves to "love" or maybe "Infatuation" (which actually is the correct description) ....they can't help themselves becoz life is too boring not to fall in "love". Fan ren Fan ren , no wonder they say "FAN" , ren zhen de hen FAN, mei shi zhao shi FAN themselves. HAizz.. Rang wo bu you zi zhu de HAN QI! Do u understand HAn Yu Ping Yin ma?

Do they know what is love?
Isn't it a sad thing, when people started to use this SPECIAL and NOBLE word; "love" so frequently like going to toilet to piss and shit, drinking their water as and when they like...etc. I better describe it in MAndarin as "FAN(fourth sound) LAN (fourth sound)". Maybe , they are too illiteracy that they can't reckon any Ang mo vocabulary to use or they are just other fool who watches too much soapy love opera and programming the word "love" as a legally correct, convenient, hip word to chew out once you have that particular "feeling".
Once u get too excessive mistaken to the word, love, is no longer special anymore.

I don't know what is love lei? Sometimes I do contribute to FAN LAN that Provocative word. :P

Yes, it is indeed a provocative word that people love hearing it and so, frequently used it to make their partner happy. Why they are happy? Because this provocative word insets such a humanly feeling in them, making them "feel loving". (Ehh...feeling loving is different from the word "love" )

If someone , one fine day, have created a universal theory for the correct knowledge on "love", someone shall deserves the Nobel Prizes , saves FAn Ren some haedaches ya?

And other thing.
There is another word that infatuated person will like to use. That is "like" , "liked"," liking" (pls prompt them on which they refer) . It is a clever tactic used by a infatuated person (thats gd), a playboy (thats bad), a neutral person (he/she an idiot) , a indecisive/wimp/fragile person (common la! )
To say love, it is been too dangerous and not true(dun ask y!) . As they say "infatuation", it sounds too chim (so rather , they don't know the meaning of this word, dun know how to use, anyway, not a "in" word to use), they say "don't like", they mistakenly think that you have been cheating them and hate them and found them offensive. "Like" is a neutral word, it makes a person hang on to them, like hanging a carrot under the nose of a donkey; Not a "DUN LIKE" , Not yet a"LOVE" ( Phase inspired by britney spear song "Not a Girl , Not yet a Woman" )

What is it means? MAybe.......
"Hey girl/boy, u see, I dun love u . I don't see future with u . I am not put- off by u , at least u dun have a body odour smells like a bloody puking dead rotten rat with thousands of sickening maggot feeding on it, rather, u can be my backup on my database of friends and potential lover for the future, i never want to hurt u and i rather not lose u . I feear that u will fall for me deeper......pls dun hate me. U have a character as my platonic friend only. U are a person that I like to love but cannot love. "

Ehhh....the above phase sounds familiar, it reminds me of the mermaid story again, if u have forgotten the mermaid story , click here. Check out on how that inconsiderate , pretentious disgraceful prince of royalities in that era had acted that cheating on the dumb mermaid's feeling by a smart and oh-so-pity tactic is also part of his innocent oh-I-dun-know act. Puke!

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